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If you ask me what I remember about my childhood, I can tell you that I remember nothing but when my mom often beat the hell out of me.
Make no mistake. My mom never abuses me. Most of the parents would have this similar behaviour when they have a child like me.
What did I do? I did a lot of awlful things.
I
was a kind of kid who was very good at imitating adult's talk.
Once
a upon a time, I was in a bus with my mom. I overheard other passengers'
talking, and then I imitated one of the passenger's talk.
I
yelled " FXXX your mother! " in the bus. Next my mouth was beaten.
I
was also a kind of kid who would throw anything when I got mad.
I
know a lot of kids do this. But I just wonder if there is any kid ( like
me ) who's ever thrown a plate to another table and almost hit someone
in a restaurant. I was a star that night, since I was beaten up to death
and my parents kept saying sorry to the people who sat next to us.
I
was a kind of kid whose I.Q. was near zero.
Since
I was often beaten by my mom, I used to hide anything which had a potential
to be my mom's "weapon" (e.g. toy's sword). However, when my mom got angry,
she could just pick up anything nearby and beat the hell out of me. I was
also so stupid that I thought it would not be that hurt when my mom beat
me if I put color stickers on and cover the whole sword. Of course, miracle
did not happen.
After
all these years, when my parents talk about my sister and my childhood,
they still give me an awlful look.
